I don’t know where or how,
but I do know who and why.
Month: June 2005
Untitled 6.16.05
It’s really pretty simple.
Who the fuck do you think you are? Who the hell gives you the right to judge me. I’ve never judge a single thing you have ever done. Why? Because I realize that we are very different people who have lived very different lives. I don’t judge you so why the fuck are you judging me? I’ve messed up in the past. I guarantee you have messed up somewhere along your perfect little life as well. I never said I was proud of my past. You know what? There isn’t a damn thing I can do to take it back. So stop damning me to repeat my errors and how about you focus on your own life.
According to you incredibly naive logic I am hopeless. I am a lost cause and I am beyond “repair.” If that’s what you actually think, then fuck you. Forget you. I don’t need those kinds of friends. I have enough drama in my life right now; I don’t need this pessimistic fatalistic crap from you too.
Yes, this is strongly worded. Yes, this might piss you off. The question to ask is “Why haven’t I said this a long time ago if this is what you’ve been thinking all along.” I don’t care if this pisses you off. I don’t care if this hurts you to read this.
I’ll return the favor. I judge you and your comments to be incredibly insensitive, hurtful, and unnecessary. It must be nice thinking you live such a pristine virtuous life huh?
16 Days
It’s been exactly 16 days since I last saw your face,
Why is it that time drags along every day that we are apart,
When we are together time falls through my fingers like grains of sand,
Yet I have no choice but to try and grab hold and remember every single second we share.
People Keep Stealing My Words…
“Yes you’re lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart…
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.”
-The Way You Look Tonight, Frank Sinatra
Please
I just want to try to make you happy.
I think I can.
You make me happy.
You make me smile.
You make me feel safe.
Please just let me try.
It is the least I can do to repay you.
Please.
Microsoft’s Start.com v3.0
Looking for the next version of start.com? … A funny little way of getting to v3, but they make you look up facts to spell out the website address for the new site.
This is the newest version of Microsoft’s prototype site. It combines MSN Search with the ability to add/display RSS Feeds and other information that you may find useful.
Internet Archive
The Internet Archive is building a digital library of Internet sites and other cultural artifacts in digital form. Like a paper library, we provide free access to researchers, historians, scholars, and the general public.
A very interesting site…especially the “Way Back Machine” …it’s a lot like Google’s Cached versions. It allows you to see what a website looked like say 5 years ago, for example.
Google Sitemaps BETA
Google Sitemaps is intended for all web site owners, from those with a single web page to companies with millions of ever-changing pages. If any of the following are true, then you may be especially interested in Google Sitemaps:
* You want Google to crawl more of your web pages.
* You want to be able to tell Google when content on your site changes
This is an interesting idea…it’s easy to do so it can’t hurt right? 
I don’t think I can say it any better…
“All I gotta say is that I must be dreaming, can’t be real
You’re not here with me, still I can feel you near me
I caress you, let you taste us, just so blissful listen
I would give you anything baby, just make my dreams come true
Oh baby you give me butterflies”
Butterflies – Michael Jackson
MS Unveils Beta of New Image Editing Program
MS Unveils Beta of New Image Editing Program
CNET is running a story about Microsoft’s new photo editing software, Acrylic. The new program is based on Expression, which Microsoft purchased in 2003. From the article: ‘Microsoft describes the software–currently available as a 77MB free download–as bringing together pixel-based painting and vector graphics features. These capabilities will put the product squarely in the market currently dominated by software maker Adobe Systems with its pixel-focused Photoshop and vector-driven Illustrator products. Acrylic appears to support opening and exporting to Photoshop and Illustrator file formats, as well as other standard graphics formats.
Pretty nice little program, though obviously not nearly at full featured as GIMP or Photoshop, though it is important to note that is not the target audience…especially considering this is only a beta this looks like it may have possibilities.
Wandering the Interwebs 