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I guess it was a whole lot easier when all of you were in one place. Although you were obviously moving along with your lives, to some extent is was still pretty slow movement because you were still back at vassar like before I left. It feels so inexplicably weird to know that “my group” has left and moved on with life now. Who knows, maybe this will be the kick in the ass I need to get my life together and get something going. It was just a whole lot easier to go through the day to day hum drum and just keep telling myself that there was no rush. This still hasn’t even really set in, that’s what amazes me. If this is already *this* thought provoking I don’t want to imagine what it’ll be like when I fully realize what’s happened.