There is so much riding on this semester, this year
Most than most of you even know.
I am not going to be specific,
but there is no chance for mistakes.
You say I act like I am not taking this serious enough.
Whatelse am I to do?
If I thought about it the pressure would be unbearable,
therefore I just go through the motions day after day,
trying not to think about this,
and instead to keep my eye on the goal, my goal.