Heading out soon

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I wonder why big events always make us reflect. Seriously, what are the freakin chances of anything terrible bad happening? Less than a tenth of a percent probably, but I just want to get some thoughts out anyways…

Liz – I’ve try to maintain this blog with little if any use of names simply for the sake of trying to remain somewhat anonymous I guess. It no way, shape, or form does this mean you are not always on my mind. You’ve been an amazing part of my life. My life has been…interesting and a bit confusing this past year. I am glad to admit that you’ve been a highlight of this otherwise sad year.

Thank you for being in my life. I am forever in your debt.

I love you baby, please know that.

I’ll keep the sappiness to a minimum. I hope that I explain a little bit more of my feelings for you when it’s just you and I. If not please let me know and I will be sure to try and to elaborate a bit more…I already miss you.

Everyone else (you know who you are) – You’re all amazing. Each and everyone of you find a different way to bright up every single day. That is a great gift to give, so I’d like to say thank you and I hope I may be able to return the favor sometimes.

Emptiness doesn’t describe this feeling. It’s a lot more complexthan that. Emptiness implies a certain sense of hopelessness. I am not feeling like I lack hope…Conversely I am counting the days until I see you smile again, until our eyes meet, and my arms are around you holding you close. That, is hope.

I don’t quite know why, but I think summers are interesting if nothing else than to show how very different while still being similar we all are. We will all be living very different lives over this summer and yet I know as soon as we all return to good ol’ Po-Town and Vassar it’ll be like we left eachother for a long weekend. It always seems funny to me how far divergent out lives are when we are away, but how very quickly that gap narrows and is elimated almost immediately upon return. Ah well…I am rambling because I am just tired.  tongue wink I’ll talk to you all soon…hopefully all this sun won’t fry my brain too much…

cool smile  < — that's me chillin on the beach

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Just a pic from last time we went…lol, yeah…we’re real cool ! LOL

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F— Google

Well f Google. I tried to go about setting up ad’s in a tiny panel on one of the sides of the page through Google’s Adsense and according to the team of “inspectors” my site is not fit for their ad technology. Apparently my site uses too many offensive words and contains too much adult content. Well, again, I restate this same point, f Google. I tried…it woulda been nice to make a dollar or two a month from advertising, but oh well. This is my personal space and if that is a problem with them then too bad. Ah well… mad 

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Everyone should have SafeSex

Nullsoft’s SafeSex

This is an abslutely amazing simple little application that sits on your desktop and can be used for general notes and/or storage of passwords. When you click on the window it opens open a user configurably sized notepad perfect for jotting down hard to remember information. This is of coarse assuming that you know the necessary passphrase. If not, there is little chance that you’ll be able to get my passwords considering all information stored in SafeSex is encrypted until it is opened. The information is not even stored in memory, it is encrpyted and decrypted on demand for increased security. The algorithm for any of your crypto junkies is Blowfish if I remember correctly. …I’d highly recommend trying this out. I just found it this morning and I am hooked surprised 

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Feeling Strange

I don’t know why I feel so strange. I feel like time is flying by, and yet I am standing still and unable to keep up. The summer is basically already half over. What the f—? I don’t feel relaxed, barely. I am desparately looking forward to this vacation (41 hours…not that I’m counting or anything tongue laugh ) But another part of me has figured out what the vacation means….it means that going back to school is that much closer. Next year is going to be a lot of fun, don’t get me wrong, and living in my house is going to be great, but shit….seriously, i don’t know if i am ready for another year to start just yet. Ah well. It’s not here yet right? So I should just enjoy the fact that a robin is washing himself in the bird bath outside my window here at work and just chill. The bird is actually pretty cute actually….it’s raining and yet he/she feels the need to wash in the bird bath…such smart animals. LOL  Anyways…back to work I guess.

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Farenheit 9/11

Alright…so no one has to worry, I will say this upfront….I am maitaining this blog as being non-political and non-religious because otherwise I will just get annoyed and the entire point of this blog is to be relaxing.

All I will say is that this is a very good movie. It was well done, and it is very powerful, regardless of your political orientation. I would really like to meet a person who can walk out of this movie without any emotional reaction to this topic. Simply put, this is an issue that effects every single living American spanning both political groups, spanning age, gender, creed, or social economic status. period.

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Roll Your Own Browser

http://www.oreillynet.com/pub/a/mozilla/2002/09/24/mozilla_custom.html

How cool would it be to be able to write you own browser? Granted this would be a very time consuming process, but you can build any the features you want while removing the clutter of features you’ll never use (Javascript Console and Java Debug Console anyone?)…I might just have to invest in this interesting little book by the man himself, O’Reilly.

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New Blog on Expression Engine

Well…I am trying out a new blogging system at the moment. From the looks of it I think I may switch over to Expression Engine. This system is really straight forward and unlike Word Press is actually intelligently organized. Anyways…check back for more updated soon.  cool hmm 

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