I feel like I just need to stop time. I need to get my feet on solid ground and figure out what the hell is going on with my life. Things are better than they have been, but they are still definitely not “great.” I found an amazing girl, I am so happy with her, but that is only part of being “great. “ I need this spring break like whoa. It’s so hard to have to immediately jump back into this mess and hectic chaos after so long away from it. I feel like I have handled it pretty well, but I still could be doing better with it. Oh well, so is life I guess.