Invisible Enemy
How do I fight that which cannot be seen? How can I possible beat something when I don’t even have a damn clue what it is? This glass prision cruelly tempts me. I can see where I want to be; I can see it, I can taste it, and yet I am unable to fully attain that which I desire so completely. My stubbornness will help me endure and fight on.
Reflection
Do any of you know what I think when I sit so silently staring off into the apparent nothingness. Typically my thoughts meander to and fro, but they never stray far from a central point. I hope you all know how much you mean to me. There is nothing I value more than the joy and friendship that all of you bring to my life. I cannot possibly begin to say thank you enough.
These past few months have been especially difficult, as most of you are well aware, but they have been substantially more manageable with the love and support you have all provided me.
Deep Breath
I feel like I just need to stop time. I need to get my feet on solid ground and figure out what the hell is going on with my life. Things are better than they have been, but they are still definitely not “great.” I found an amazing girl, I am so happy with her, but that is only part of being “great. “ I need this spring break like whoa. It’s so hard to have to immediately jump back into this mess and hectic chaos after so long away from it. I feel like I have handled it pretty well, but I still could be doing better with it. Oh well, so is life I guess.
AMD Athlon 64 3400+ CPU Review
This is my dream processor...:drool:…
http://www.xbitlabs.com/articles/cpu/display/athlon64-3400.html
Back from break
I am apparently back from break already. Too bad my mind isn’t quite back however. I cannot seem to get my mind on track and back into the productive mode. It’s frustrating because I keep telling myself I should be working, but I just can’t seem to actually get that initial push in the right direction. Oh well, 5 page paper in 1 night...not a problem, maybe if I was a freshman I would be panicking, but I’ve done WAY worse that this. Anyways...off to the work I go.
Alone and missing you
I’m here missing you. Alone and yet still in contact with you. it’s hard to not be able to see your smiling face. it’s hard not to be able to hold you close and smell your hair pressed against my face. oh how i miss you so. ciao bella mia
Spring Break…half way over
Well somehow half of spring break is already gone. I feel like I haven’t really done anything productive yet. Part of me can’t wait to get back and get the next 6 weeks over with. Once the weather gets warm and sunny the days and weeks will just fly by. I can’t wait to see Liz. This has been a relaxing break, slow and uneventful, but luckily relaxing.